My good friends, although not knowing much about me introduced me to drugs of such. I not being very keen on the idea carried on with it anyways, using it also as a way to socialise. And with me not being the very best at sorting things out emotionally and me being inexperienced lead to me digging a huge whole for myself. After being persuaded by friends constantly. Trying to make myself happier with things that were making me worse. My friends who were having a good time with smoking and other things, were always persuading/pushing me into trying more and going places with them. I ended up losing many other good friends because I was neglecting them thinking I could make myself feel better. And after one real bad weekend, I decided I've had enough, I don't care if I lose these friends it's not worth what I'm doing/done to myself. I've gotten myself in with the wrong crowd, it's a place which I don't want to be, but in the current situation I can't get out of it until college.
