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Offline Camping_carl

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Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« on: July 09, 2006, 03:34:17 am »
..okay i spoke to dan.. about this but he had no answer

i keep coming to the same conclusion that everything is useless and pointless.. and a complete waste of time.. For the fact that.. Im going to fucking die one day.. and my brain thats holding all these great memorys is going to be gone.. with nothing left.. and it makes me feel Very sick deep down inside

.. no its not a depressing feeling its a feeling of being scared..

i have tried different religions but it.. doesnt seem to work.. that holy spirt jesus... buddah.. it just seems.. to off for i.. i dont know why maybe its not meant for me...

I .. want to live for ever for this fact... im going off to fight soon.. maybe going threw that.. stress will make me relize more..

I just wish someone had.. something to make me feel better
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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #1 on: July 09, 2006, 03:42:24 am »
Documentation methinks... I'd be mighty pissed off if I died tomorrow. All the best.

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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #2 on: July 09, 2006, 03:46:33 am »
Well, this might not make you feel better, but you're wrong.  If you accept that evolution occurs, you would begin to see life not as a bacterium here, a mammal there, and then you as snippets of life that are birthed, grow, and fade away; but instead, you would realize that the bacterium becomes the mammal who, in turn, becomes a human with thoughts and memories that he fears is finite.  Even if you don't believe in evolution, it's easy to see how we pass ourselves on through our children.

This is true in both a physical sense -- an organism lives on, slightly changed, as it moves from parent to child -- and in a philosophical sense -- that everything learned and every experience that one being has felt or fought through is passed on to those who follow it.  The remarkable thing about us humans is that we aren't limited to our own offspring, but that we can teach others and help them understand the world. 

In a sense, we never die.  We just change form over the years.

Go ahead and feel afraid at the fact that your body will deteriate; but as long as you share what you know of the world with other people, all of those great memories will never be gone.
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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #3 on: July 09, 2006, 04:27:43 am »
Vijchti, I don't think the quote in your sig helps his problem. I do like the response you gave; very thoughtful.

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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #4 on: July 09, 2006, 05:03:25 am »
A little extreme reality/mortality in the middle of iraq'll do you good son.
MM; seriously Chakra, stop the fisting
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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #5 on: July 09, 2006, 05:08:34 am »
A little extreme reality/mortality in the middle of iraq'll do you good son.
Can't beat it.

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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #6 on: July 09, 2006, 06:16:45 am »
You shouldn't be wasting your life thinking about death and such.

Go have a good time.

Make your life like a fun ride, and even though you know that ride will eventually end, you had fun didnt ya?

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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #7 on: July 09, 2006, 06:55:06 am »
Vijchti, I don't think the quote in your sig helps his problem. I do like the response you gave; very thoughtful.

I want to get Vijcht's sig quote tattooed on my chest backwards.

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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #8 on: July 09, 2006, 07:42:29 am »
Hey dude, don't feel bad, okay? We're all gonna die soon, not even Jesus Christ can stop that. For those who believe in religions, there will be some kind of solution in the end so they don't have to be sorry.

...but for us who don't believe in that stuff, not even atheism, then you gotta find the light in your life somewhere else. Wise man said "Creating the future and keeping the past are one and the same thing." Live for what you think is important, take care of the people around you, enjoy life as much as you can, and do whatever you want because you want to, and know nothing else. It's hard to keep afloat in a world that's sinking more and more, but it's possible.

It's just about finding what's important here in life, and enjoy it as much as you can. One day death will come, and there's nothing we can do about it. One of my biggest fears is to be left all alone, with all my friends/relatives dying around me, and I'm the only one left, but if you get to know more and more people, that will never happen. You'll never be alone, if you always help your friends/relatives. Maybe you will be the one that need helps someday?

Ahh, I'm just rambling now, but remember that you should live like there's no tomorrow. Enjoy life as much as you can, don't feel bad about tomorrow, when you can stop today and feel good about yesterday.

Don't worry, alright?  ;)
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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #9 on: July 09, 2006, 08:18:59 am »
religions rock

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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #10 on: July 09, 2006, 08:55:29 am »
A little extreme reality/mortality in the middle of iraq'll do you good son.
Can't beat it.

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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #11 on: July 09, 2006, 10:52:29 am »
Just do as I do when you're feeling down, hug your rifle and be happy, you can end some other guy if you damned well felt like it. You > Them.

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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #12 on: July 09, 2006, 11:01:40 am »
In any extreme danger, you should have a sort of revelation, whether it be Darwinist or religious.

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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #13 on: July 09, 2006, 11:02:59 am »
You'd be surprised with what you end up thinking about in cruscial moments.

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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #14 on: July 09, 2006, 01:03:32 pm »
Well, if I die, I want to remebered. It won't matter what way i'm remebered, just so i am not forgotten. But I want to be written down in books, for something good I have done.

Just remember, everything is important. Because your some small part of the universe doesnt mean you're insignificant. Maybe compared to something else, but your alot more distinct then alot of other things.

Basically your main objective in life is to keep the human speices from going extinct, and for humanity to expand. This doesn't mean we'll last forever, but we'll try :P

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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #15 on: July 09, 2006, 02:47:37 pm »
So what have you done that'd get your name in books dascoo? get on it ;)

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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #16 on: July 09, 2006, 07:20:52 pm »
Iraq...

Carl will come back a different man, mark my words.

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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #17 on: July 09, 2006, 08:53:05 pm »
So what have you done that'd get your name in books dascoo? get on it ;)

I'm going to conquer the world.

Offline AerialAssault

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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #18 on: July 09, 2006, 11:12:10 pm »
carl, try acid. that might put everything into perspective.
Beliefs are dangerous. Beliefs allow the mind to stop functioning. A non-functioning mind is clinically dead. Believe in nothing.
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Re: Scared.. not knowing of what to do..
« Reply #19 on: July 09, 2006, 11:35:34 pm »
Brilliant idea! Confused? Feel pointless? Why not get fucked up on drugs!