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Offline Kinky noob

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My confessions..........
« on: July 16, 2006, 04:12:54 pm »
This is a list of the things i have done lately that i will regret for ever...........I have noone to talk to. i have no frends that care. i am alone in my life............So this is my last resort i come o you the players of soldat.........To help me when i need it i dont care if you flame. i dont care if you luagh. I dont need pitty. I just want You to top my problem because i dont think you can.




I have a frend her name is cassey. we have know each other for a year and a half. we started hanging out over the summer and yes she was like my only frend. she saw me through good and bad and i thought she cared. We basicly did everything we could do in a realatioion ship and more without haveing one.....(my first regret)......I thought we had more then just a frendship.......(my second regret)......So i talked to my frend. He said he liked her but he knew she didnt like him. He told me to try to get with her,  and i did. Try.
I hung out with her got high with her......( my third regret)....Had sex with her....(my fourth Regret)......And cared ALOT about her......( my fith regret).....I met her family and they liked me all of them we becam realy close. So i thought. I stayed at her house......(sixth regret)......I slept in her bed........( My seventh regret).......And i held her close. As if to protect her frome anything harmful.....( my eighth regret).......But we got in a fight once over my stupid asshole thoughts....I told her she was easy........(my nineth regret).....Now she dosent hate me but i feel dead inside and i hate my self for the biggest regret was loveing her....(my tenth regret).......Now i have noone to talk, to Noone to hold, noone that wants me, And noone that cares. its my fualt for saying goodbye and giving up. Its my fualt for saying the worng thing. Its my fualt i am me and nothing can change that. Its all my fualt and now i am left alone and cold back here with only you. What dose that leave me. Nothing............ :'(

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Re: My confessions..........
« Reply #1 on: July 16, 2006, 04:20:12 pm »
I regret not giving a crap about school until the 8th grade.
There are other worlds than these

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Re: My confessions..........
« Reply #2 on: July 16, 2006, 04:28:27 pm »
Well you'll just get over it. Nothing else really to say... nothing else you can do but try to get over it.

I regret not giving a crap about school until the 8th grade.

You know universities only care about your highschool mark...?

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« Reply #3 on: July 16, 2006, 04:31:05 pm »
Thanks.......I think..... ???

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Re: My confessions..........
« Reply #4 on: July 16, 2006, 04:42:16 pm »
GODDAMN IT!!! WHY ARE YOU KIDS ALL HAVING SEX BEFORE MEEEEEEEEEEE

My advice: Learn to spell.

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« Reply #5 on: July 16, 2006, 04:43:37 pm »
Well i aint in a grammer mood right now man ok....... :'(<--me

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« Reply #6 on: July 16, 2006, 05:26:03 pm »
I want to ask you a serious question.....       But i can't. Are you an emo? Im not flaming, its a legitimate question!

GODDAMN IT!!! WHY ARE YOU KIDS ALL HAVING SEX BEFORE MEEEEEEEEEEE

MEEEEEEEE TOOO!

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« Reply #7 on: July 16, 2006, 05:39:36 pm »
Tidy up your post and i'll read it. Paragraphs dammit. Paragraphs!
MM; seriously Chakra, stop the fisting
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Re: My confessions..........
« Reply #8 on: July 16, 2006, 05:43:40 pm »
Sex is a sin if you are not married yet! AGAINST THE BIBLE! BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD!


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« Reply #9 on: July 16, 2006, 05:49:05 pm »
No i aint emo i am a NERD........And i know it so........Plz dont ask how i get irls it just happens.....Wait no...I am stoner....Yeah stoner that  is bad:(

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Re: My confessions..........
« Reply #10 on: July 16, 2006, 05:54:36 pm »
Unless I'm mistaken, you just confessed to rape. :o Luckily no one cares about that. That does suck though, that's why I don't have relationships with friends.

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« Reply #11 on: July 16, 2006, 06:02:53 pm »
Sex is a sin if you are not married yet! AGAINST THE BIBLE! BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD!
Good excuse for not getting laid ;) ;) ;) ;)

From now on thats mine too.

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Re: My confessions..........
« Reply #12 on: July 16, 2006, 06:07:38 pm »
Milkman, if you were less Satanic, maybe you could (get laid).
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« Reply #13 on: July 16, 2006, 06:14:17 pm »
Milkman, if you were less Satanic, maybe you could.
That has nothing to do with anything :S

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« Reply #14 on: July 16, 2006, 06:41:17 pm »
Unless I'm mistaken, you just confessed to rape. :o Luckily no one cares about that. That does suck though, that's why I don't have relationships with friends.

I thought it said that too, but on re-reading it, I think the getting high and having sex were two different occasions. Could be wrong... don't know... don't care.


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« Reply #15 on: July 16, 2006, 06:55:36 pm »
Ooh, lemme spill my guts!

August of... '03. I was... eight years old.
Went over to my Grandparent's after church one Sunday. It was HOT, like 85 degrees, and they had no AC. I was getting kinda annoyed that we were staying so long, I wanted to go home and go swimming, maybe go play with some pals.

Dad says we are leaving, I think "About time!"

We come outside, I say goodbye to my aunt, my grandma, and my grandpa, who gives me a big hug, a pat on the head, and  an "I love you, Willie." (My name's Wil) All I do is give him a quick hug and a "Bye Grandpa", then Ran into the air conditioned car.

Two days later, I get word from my dad that Grandpa had to go to the hospital for a checkup on his kidney. (He had some problems with it before.) They would do a quick operation and he would be back home in about a week.

So he has his operation, and I want to go see him. The hospital he was in wouldn't allow kids younger than 10 to visit, and my parents tried everything to get me in. No dice.

The night before he was going home, Grandpa woke up and felt dizzy. He called a nurse, but its was no use. He laid down and died peacefully.

About an hour after that, Mom and Dad wake me up. 3:00 AM. They say they have to help my Grandma with groceries. 3:00 AM and tired, Me and my two brothers buy it. We sleep at my (other) grandma's that night.

Next morning, dad took me into the den and quietly told me Grandpa had died.

We don't know why he died.

It was ten days before my 9th birthday.

The other day, we passed by the hospital he was at coming back from the beach.

I feel so stupid, I should have said goodbye the right way.
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Re: My confessions..........
« Reply #16 on: July 16, 2006, 06:58:12 pm »
No i aint emo i am a NERD........And i know it so........Plz dont ask how i get irls it just happens.....Wait no...I am stoner....Yeah stoner that is bad:(
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Date Posted: July 16, 2006, 06:57:02 PM
Dude you think 85 degrees is HOT! In my state WE GET LIKE in the 100's!


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Re: My confessions..........
« Reply #17 on: July 16, 2006, 08:54:18 pm »
Holy mother f**...! Ohhhhh. You people use farenheit or however its spelled. Silly silly silly.


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« Reply #18 on: July 16, 2006, 09:03:49 pm »
I feel so stupid, I should have said goodbye the right way.

That was a sad story, I think it might've put a lump in my throat. But you were only eight years old. It's good to see that you actually recognize that regret. And wow, you're only 11? I salute your proper spelling skills that far outweigh Kinky Noob, despite a large age gap.

Oh, Kinky Noob, might I recommend a song to you?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i6I_6TGdCsE&search=untitled%20simple%20plan

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« Reply #19 on: July 16, 2006, 09:19:33 pm »
I confess to raping a drunk girl at a party and impregnating her.. I think I am in the lead.
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