It's probably not IMPOSSIBLE!
I just could never get my head around looping and such!
If I had two weeks teaching from a pro. All the basics, then I could probably get a lot further then I got by myself!
You can't really teach yourself something you don't know!
But of course, most of you are super intelligent. So if you could get past the basic understanding of how it works, then it would have been a lot easier for yous to teach yourself!