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Last year, I dreamt I was pissing at a restroom, but I missed the urinal and my penis exploded.
awesome read man. soldat has always been quite a chunk of my life although i rarely allow it to blend in with the reality part of it. there are certain things i regret in this virtual life of mine and one of the greatest regrets is allowing SaD to abandon you. i still think of it every now and then when i do soldat-related stuff, i'm not quite sure anymore what my role was in all that but i guess the clan was at a critical point of what-the-hell-are-we-doing. you always struck to me as one of the really smart guys who happened to pass by, leaving myself forever ponder the impact on your life by the good people on the internet. i've made a lot of friends during my time here but each and every one of them are different and the ease of actually finding these people is a significant chance of learing about yourself and life itself, no matter how trivial some people consider their gaming hobbieswhat can i say, i feel like my e-life is a lot like your reality. i've met and left behind tons of people, i've felt retarded, i've felt double retarded and as i've lately thought a lot about my past i can finally see how long it actually took for me to grow up, both as an internet person as a real human. i don't feel that i was mature for my age back in the day but now i do, it kind of only took for me to realize that being a nerd is in no way a bad thing, if anything it's a cultural advantage. you just need to be able to judge for yourself who to listeni've spent so much time in the community of soldat that all my acquaintances of old actually drive me this emotional. i like it though, being able to feel about people you're never going to meet reminds you about being humani feel like writing more but i've never been that gifted at the pen. i just wish i could have this feeling more often, but most of the people of the past are never coming backp.s. i never knew you had a nazi phase
What is with this picking up women subculture that you identify yourself.I think it's despicable.
Heh, im not sure if i know a more interesting person from the internet than you.Its actually amazing when you watch stuff like this in retrospect and thing that have changed- you, others, everything. Just wondering, where will you be somewhere around the 30th this month?Going on a trip with a dozen of friends and we'll stop for a day or two in Budapest, and fuck me if i miss a chance to meet you in person.
You write really well. It was interresting to read about your wild life, since my life is nothing of that kind.
Completely unrelated: Budapest is awesome.
Oh the memories. We certainly went down different paths in life. Maybe it's the fact that I was never very serious about Soldat when I played, but I still feel a connection with the game. It makes me smile to see old names on IRC or the forums. It is strange to think that I care about this game at all still, but I do. What is very strange is that two players from Soldat go to the same university as me. I met Owls (from R7) at a restaurant last year. What a small world the internet makes.
Quote from: Atticus on August 25, 2012, 05:28:40 pmOh the memories. We certainly went down different paths in life. Maybe it's the fact that I was never very serious about Soldat when I played, but I still feel a connection with the game. It makes me smile to see old names on IRC or the forums. It is strange to think that I care about this game at all still, but I do. What is very strange is that two players from Soldat go to the same university as me. I met Owls (from R7) at a restaurant last year. What a small world the internet makes.You two still in SC?
Quote from: Chariot on August 30, 2012, 05:02:03 pmQuote from: Atticus on August 25, 2012, 05:28:40 pmOh the memories. We certainly went down different paths in life. Maybe it's the fact that I was never very serious about Soldat when I played, but I still feel a connection with the game. It makes me smile to see old names on IRC or the forums. It is strange to think that I care about this game at all still, but I do. What is very strange is that two players from Soldat go to the same university as me. I met Owls (from R7) at a restaurant last year. What a small world the internet makes.You two still in SC?Yes Sir. Decided to stay here for graduate school. You?
goddammit so here i am sitting naked and covered in lube and semen, just enjoying the beautiful afterglow of the best beat off session ever [stuck a carrot in my ass- BOSS AS HELL] and i'm like... i feel like having a round of soldat.so i cruise on down to the soldat webdiddely and remember i used to haunt this butthole of a forum.this place is a relic, i'm surprised i clicked on this thread and saw some names i recognizedAND THEN I SEE THIS DEPRESSING NOSTALGIA BULLSHITthanks alot, so i'm going to be spending the whole day reminiscing over this place and having a big boohoo. or maybe another wank. the day is still young.
Wassup Demonic...Just for the record - Knot didn't dissapear due to my childish acts, which I regret... We made-up soon after it had happened and are friends now, though with that being said I haven't spoken to him for a good couple of years.... He's vanished from irc completely.Seeing S4R post here has made me smile... It's been awhile bro! Come to irc and say hi properly
Flies.
Quote from: Demonic on December 23, 2012, 04:22:40 pmFlies.Flies is still alive and well, just significantly more focused on King Arthur's Gold (of which he's a dev).
demonic i love you great post not sure if ye remember me jebushunter here, been playing non-stop "i think" for ten years, i wonder if soldat helped many people to self actualization. it did for me, in combo with other variables, if any really really old dogs, noob face and the likes are out their they might remember what a dumb ass kid i was back when i first, and pretty much every time i joined the forums at 14 after playing a few years. what i wonder is that if years of pro level playing requiring "back in the days" deep insight into opponents thought processes thinking " im talking like 2v2 scrims and when 2 titian's would clash in a full 32 server and clear it down to them, if that practice of thinking caused soldat player to develop more mentally mature. i use to try to stab peeps "aka every family member at age 6-8" as a child, lol hate and rage no longer i, fuck i've made friends that i cant communicate with on soldat randomly in just one match for hours of playing with one knife, sharing is caring i love u all so much, soldat has meant so much to me, and as it dies i feel my soul withdraw, lol cant wait to have kids and brainwash them into playing with me, i really will never be able to give it up. after soldat is the box in the ground "hopefully shortly after"remember that if you walk a mile in a person shoes you would feel for them, iff you walked their whole life you would be them. the infinity question , am i a machine with no free will, is it fate to ask this , and that , and that , and that, and that,and that, and that, and that, and that
On an unrelated note, I'm learning javascript and html5 at the moment, and the idea came to me that soldat could be booted through node.js in a browser only mode...am I wrong? >looking at jrgp